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هر دو می ایستند به نماز... سلام نماز اول را که می دهند٬ «آقا سید رضا» بلند می شود تا نماز دوم را بخواند. عبایش را روی دوشش جا بجا می کند و دستها را می آورد بالا تا تکبیرة الاحرام بگوید. زیر چشمی نگاهی به حاج آقا روح الله می اندازد. نشسته و توی خودش است... نماز طولانی آقا سید رضا که تمام می شود حاج آقا روح الله هنوز نشسته... یک ساعت بیشتر است که توی مسجد هستند ولی حاج آقا روح الله همانطور نشسته و سرش را انداخته پائین و به نقطه ای خیره شده. یک طلبه جوان که توی مدرسه ای که حاج آقا روح الله و آقا سید رضا تدریس می کنند درس می خواند٬ کمی آنطرف تر نشسته و گاهاً نیم نگاهی به اینطرف می اندازد. کنجکاوی توی چشمهایش موج می زند. بلند می شود و می آید نزدیکتر و مؤدبانه به آقا سید رضا سلام می کند. بعد اجازه می گیرد تا بنشیند. خودش را که جمع و جور می کند سرش را می آورد دم گوش آقا سید رضا و می گوید: «حاج آقا می بخشید؛ من از وقتی شما وارد مسجد شدید دارم نگاه می کنم. حاج آقا روح الله چرا نماز دوم را نخواندند؟!» آقا سید رضا سرش را می چرخاند طرف حاج آقا روح الله و نگاهی به او می اندازد که همانطور سر به زیر نشسته و دستهایش را قفل کرده توی هم و به مُهر نمازش نگاه می کند. بعد سرش را بر می گرداند طرف طلبه جوان و می گوید: «این فهمیده که ایاک نعبد یعنی چه... یک بار گفتن برایش سخت است چه برسد به صد بار!»
طلبه جــــوان ابروهایش را می دهد بالا و عینــکش را روی بینی اش کمی می دهد پائین. بعد سرش را می چرخاند طرفی که حاج آقا روح الله نشسته و از بالای عینک زل می زند به او.
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شما هم فهمیده اید «ایاک نعبد» یعنی چی؟! بابا دست ما رو هم بگیرید! خدا وکیلی من خودم هم فهمیده ام «ایاک نعبد» یعنی چی؛ فقط نمی دونم اگر روز قیامت خدا از من پرسید چرا اینهمه سر نماز برای ما خالی بستی چه جوابی باید بدم؟! من دیروز پنج دقیقه نشستم حساب کردم که کلاً چند تا چاخان می کنم سر نماز؟ دیدم اولیش رو شروع نکرده میگم! «انی وجّهتُ وجهی للذی فطر السّموات و الارض حنیفاً و ما أنا من المُشرکین» من روی خودم رو فقط بسوی فاطر آسمانها و زمین کرده ام و از همه کس و همه چیز رو برگردانده ام و ذره ای شرک مرک و این چیزا در من پیدا نمی شه ابدااااا!! بعدش هم که میگم: «انّ صلاتی و نُسُکی و محیای و مماتی لله ربّ العالمین لا شریک له و بذلک اُمرت و انا اول المُسلمین»!!! دومی: «الله اکبر»٬ خدایا من فقط تو رو بزرگ می دونم و همه اونایی که من حاضرم برای یه لقمه نون و شکم عزیزم جلوشون دولا راست بشم حقیرند!! سومی: «بسم الله الرحمن الرحیم» با اسم تو فقط. بقیه اسمها کشکند! چهارمی: «الحمد لله رب العالمین» خدایا به جان عزیز خودت قسم من همه محامد رو مخصوص تو می دونم و فقط تو شایسته حمد و ستایشی. فقط یه چیزی! من مجبورم برای حفظ موقعیت هم که شده یه تملق کوچولو بعضی وقتها برای بعضی آدمهای حقیر بکنم!!
همینطور گرفتم رفتم تا رسیدم به سلام دادن به محضر شریف رسول خدا (ص)؛ «السلام علیک ایها النبی و رحمة الله و برکاته». ای نبی! من وجودم تماماً نسبت به شما «سلم» محض هست و به جان خودتون هیچ چیزی در من پیدا نمیشه که شما رو برنجونه!!!
آهان داشت یادم می رفت... ما که دیگه حسابی خودمون رو پیش شما ضایع کردیم؛ بذارید این رو هم بگم که خدا وکیلی همه خالی بندی ها برای خدا یه طرف؛ این جمله٬ سر تشهد یه طرف: «اشهد ان لا اله الا الله». من مشاهده می کنم به شهود عینی که در نظام وجود هر چه هست خدا و جلوه خداست و همه صورتهای دیگر فانی اند. شما هم شهود فرمودین؟! بابا معرفت الله...
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حق همی خواهد که نومیدان او زیـــن عبادت هم نگرداننـــــد رو
پی نوشت دو: البته حقیر یه خورده وسیعتر فکر کردم دیدم خالی بندی برای خدا فقط به سر نماز ختم نمیشه! دعای کمیل امیرالمؤمنین (علیه السلام) که الحمد لله هر پنجشنبه مواظبت میشه به اون٬ یه فراز داره که فهمش بزرگان رو به زحمت انداخته ولی با اجازتون حقیر اصلاً به زحمت نیفتادم تا حالا برای فهمش: «فهبنی یا الهی و سیدی و مولای و ربی صبرت علی عذابک فکیف اصبر علی فراقک!!»
پی نوشت سه: اگه کسی مشکل داره تو فهم این جمله مولا علی (علیه السلام)٬ در خدمتش هستیم! شنیدم که مرحوم عالم ربانی و عارف بالله٬ آیت الله میرزا جواد آقا ملکی تبریزی (ره)٬ صاحب کتاب درخشان «المراقبات»٬ وقتی به این فراز دعای کمیل می رسیدند رد می شدند و نمی خوندند. تعارف برای چی؟ خالی نمی بستن برای خدا!
پی نوشت چهار: امام خمینی (ره) هم در نمازشون در مسجد جمکران٬ ایضاً.
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سلام الله و سلام ملئکته المقربین و المسلّمین لک بقلوبهم یا امیرالمؤمنین
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